Several people lately have left my comunity. I'm sad about that, with some of them there has been some really bad fight before that. I feel helpless, in part is also my fault if they left. Some have moved and I wish them the best, but some are still around, complining that things are not working, that people expect to eat without get their hands dirthy in the fields.
Is it really like that? I know some of them worked a lot for the comunity, and I know exactly how frustrating it is when you have to start every day from scratch, with little help from the others and almost nobody thanking you. I get every day a lot of requests, of complains, I have the impression that nobody appreciate my work, nobody understand it.
I know how difficult it is. Sometime you get lost in your own complains and repressed desires. I'm lost every thime something which was working crashs and I have to fix it, or quite often try to build something new. It's hard, it's challenging, but most of the time it's just frustrating.
I asked to my comunity some more effort, the comunity is growing and we need to feed them. I hope some will commit, winning the indolence and the fear of getting involved
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